January 11

Today was horrible.  I felt lonely and alone all day.  I know I am never alone....but when you struggle with depression, things trigger feelings and moods and you just can't shake them or that lonely feeling.  I should probably post a picture of my Prozac because I am pretty grateful for them, but I'm not going to.  Instead, I am posting this picture of my baby sister, Nikki.  I found it the other day while going through some old photos.  I taped it to my computer tower so I can glace to my right and see her.  I am grateful that we had some quality years before she passed away.  I miss her.  This picture, through my many, many tears today....made me smile.  :)